Synchronicity never ceases to amaze me! I don’t believe in mere coincidence. To me, everything is connected, as per the Law of Oneness. Every decision leads to a manifestation of thought, be it collective or individual… stated by the Law of Correspondence and the Law of Action. Every action has a reaction, as in the Law of Cause and Effect. Everything is a thrown pebble, or a ripple effect.
Most of the time, these seemingly acausal relations between “random” events are beyond what we are able to comprehend, within the context of our limited humanity. However, that does not mean they are not subject to the Universal Laws of the Universe. If you are interested in learning more about the 12 Universal Laws, on this site you can find great and comprehensive explanations for each. Synchronistic experiences have spiritual significance and are meant to inspire us to consider the possibility of the Divine.
I was recently reminded of a song I used to love and listen to on replay by my sister. This “coincided” with Gemini Man being sent the same music video by someone he knows. Yes he’s back… yes, I know! Don’t judge me 🤠I need to trust my intuition, be fully and authentically me, and allow this experience to ebb and flow as it is meant to!
This is my life and lesson, and it is one I am still willing to learn from. I have gotten more deep traumatic healing, personal growth, creative inspiration, and upgrades in my spiritual prowess in relationship with him, than I have heartache. The pros still far outweigh the cons, and I gratefully welcome the reflection and inspiration he is meant to provide in this moment of my life.
This is also not the first divine synchronicity I’ve experienced with this intriguing man. There have been countless signs on my end, from the time I first found him on the wire, which have all contributed to my unwavering belief that he is my twin flame. Everything from repeating sacred numbers, prophetic dreams, visions in meditation, to meaningful songs like this one by Blue October that Marci sent me:
And before “Into the Ocean”, there was “Fuel to Fire” which was the song that played at the end of episode 5 of the Last of Us, the episode titled “Endure and Survive”… a title most appropriate to the last separation from him I was meant to endure and survive. He also happened to be the one who put me onto that show… another synchronicity.
I had sent him his birth chart, which was full of fire energy. He has two Grand Fire trines in his chart in the same way that I have two Grand Air trines in mine. That alone is another synchronicity that can’t be overlooked. I included a reference to this in his chart reading in the form of a playful remark about how air intensifies fire 💨 🔥.
We had the last falling out a couple of days after that. Ironically, he ended things because he was overwhelmed by my intensity. The same day he cut off communication is when episode 5 of the Last of Us aired. As soon as I heard that song playing during the end credits, I started crying and proceeded to vent my emotions in the form of creative musing on this blog. You can read it here.
What is the meaning of “Into the Ocean”? I don’t know what message was meant for him, if any, but for me this song was a poetic expression of the type of love I wanted to experience. Which is why I used to have it on replay. Now that Marci brought it back to the forefront of my mind, and listening within the context of my present, this song still speaks of love to me. However, it also speaks to the huge underlying fear that has made my relationship with Gemini Man volatile, at least on my end.
My childhood wounds and trauma are triggered in the form of the fear of losing him, but simultaneously the fear of letting him back in… lest I be, once more, rejected. The chorus resounding and resonating within my Soul loud and clear. “Into the Ocean… end it all…. Into the Ocean… end it all”. The feelings I interpret in the lyrics are all of those born from the emotional push and pull, the floating up and down, the ebb and flow of our waves.
It’s an inexplicable love I feel, literally like I am sinking… being sucked into the depths of an ocean. The rain of what I feel bearing down on me… all that I feel for this man like rain pouring down on me. Unavoidable, inescapable, all encompassing, drenching me to my core. Then also the fear, everything that freaks me out, that makes me want to swim away and end it all. Afraid of drowning, of losing myself, my direction, control, safety, and of being left cold as cold as cold can be.
I understand the synchronicity of this song as a sign from my Higher Self. Once again asking me to let go and let God, to trust and surrender to the process. To fall into the ocean… no coastguard, without a life vest, no light house beam, no solid ground to stand on. Asking me to relax and allow myself to float into space… to trust that I will be kept safe, that everything will flow as it is meant to, and that it is all in Divine Order.
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