The Alchemy of Nine: Endings and the Sovereign's Destiny
Today, 11-25-2025, the numerology adds up to the number 9. I chose this day intentionally. The number 9 symbolizes completion, transformation, and spiritual consciousness. As the final, single-digit number, it represents for me a culmination of all the energetic lessons I’ve learned throughout the year.
The energy of Nine—humanitarianism, universal love, wisdom, and the imperative to let go of the wounds of the past—fully resonates with me and perfectly mirrors the arc of our journey through The Alchemist's Heart, The Empress's Throne, and The Genesis Flow.
It also aligns with the Life Path Number of the very counterpart who catalyzed this immense spiritual leap: the lovely professor whom I admire, love, cherish, and still miss, yearn for, and wish I could be with wholeheartedly. Individuals like him, with the Nine Life Path, are charismatic natural leaders.
They are empathetic visionaries who have a hard time letting go and are often required to overcome immense obstacles to serve their ultimate goal: working toward a better world. They are at their best when they learn to engage their spiritual side and listen to their intuitive inner voice.
This confluence of energy, under the depth-plumbing influence of the moon in Scorpio, is a powerful invitation to take all that we have exorcised, channeled, and understood and seal it within.
The Final Exorcism: From Wound to Wholeness
For months, I have channeled the voice of my Divinity in profound inner work, turning my pain and heartbreak into the fuel and fire for Propagate the Infinite.
I fell in love like never before and have cried like I’ve never cried before. But I am grateful for it all and have made it to the other side, fully embracing my Spiritual self and achieving an exponential leap in personal awareness.
The final act of integration is seeing the last vestiges of my Wound and consciously choosing the Sovereign Truth that I have forged in its place. My ultimate duality:
The Final Attunement
Need to feel needed
Protect the untouchable
Preferring the wounded
Dwell in savior mentality
I'm tainted and damaged
Those like me are safer
Unworthy of the fated
I'll stay on this beach
Will I always be longing
what is too good for me?
Too pure and far too sacred
what is out of my reach
Crave to feel chosen
To be seen and understood
Welcoming what is healed
Ready for the reality
I'm healing and bandaged
Those like me or greater
Am worthy of the fated
Practice what I preach
what is worthy of me!
I am pure, I am sacred
It’s all within my reach
© 2025 Jessica D.
The Empress’s Retreat: Spiritual Gestation
I am making the conscious choice to stop filtering my experiences through the wounds of my past and instead open myself up to embracing a healthier perspective. The final phase of completion is Voluntary Solitude and Spiritual Gestation. The year is winding down, and all of these lessons need to fully permeate and saturate every cell of my being.
Curiously, my life path number is 7... that of the Analyst and the Spiritual Seeker. In numerology, 7 is the number of intense spiritual energy, contemplation, and a tendency to be alone. The Seven Life Path is a highly internal journey meant for me to get to know myself in the deepest, most authentic, and Soulful way. Quite fitting, isn't it? I love astrology and numerology!
I will be going into hermit mode, essential for metamorphosis. I plan to spend the end of the year in retreat. To sit on the rocks under the light of the Sun and Moon at my favorite place in Guatemala, looking out over the water. Thanking the universe for all of the sorrow and the many wonders in my life.
And as the cold waves wash over my skin, I will perform a final ritual of release—shedding every last bit of "old wounds" from every pore. Allowing the culmination of all of the intense energies I have felt and continue to feel to settle, expand, and fully integrate, ensuring that next year's start is auspicious.
A Blessed New Beginning
As I enter this phase of hibernation and final cleansing, I wish for whoever comes across this post release and surrender... a cathartic end to your year. May you embrace the power of Nine to achieve resolution, embody the wisdom of the Emperor and the Empress, and actively manifest blessed new beginnings, rebirth and renewal, and The Infinite Flow in all aspects of your life.
We will rise in the new year as the Butterfly and the Phoenix—lighter, purer, and infinitely more capable of propagating love and light.
Happy Holidays!
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