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Break Free

Jessica 4:44 PM 0

I fell so deeply for you; you are the one
And for a while there, our feelings matched
both basking in the heat, love, and fun
Until the painful moment when you detached

Where you had finally opened up to me
I felt you grow distant, the backtrack
Did your best to stay focused on me
Taking one step forward, but then two steps back

While I was dreaming of a future with you
You were again yearning for the past
While I was planning a life with you
My love and intention, her pull had surpassed

But that is the fated ebb and flow of life
When the sky seems clear, sunny, and dry
At your throat is the edge of the knife
A sudden storm hits, in the blink of an eye

You made a decision; had a chapter to revisit
I made a decision; was not going to intervene
We both chose to face and accept, to fatefully submit
We shared an honest and emotional exchange... end-scene

It is time to endure another Dark Night of the Soul
Another upgrade, raise vibration, a shedding of skin
A rite of passage, through which we're meant to learn, heal, and grow
A metamorphosis, so something better can begin

I feel your sadness and the strain
They overcast my night & day
I wish I could help ease your pain
Tell you to choose a better way

If you're not happy, then you can change your mind
Life's a freeway of choices, not a tightrope
Decide to press send, and stop hitting rewind
The chance to start again is my highest hope 

But if you are pleased with your choice
Then please stop tugging on my heart
Shake the feelings of guilt, rejoice
I'm okay; will not fall apart

Yes, I can't stop the tears and can't bear the grief
But I will prevail; it's not the end of me
Been here before, in unrelenting belief
May not be today, but someday it WILL BE...

in this timeline or in another lifetime.

© 2025 Jessica D.

A visual of a person standing at a crossroads. To the left is a wide, multi-lane freeway stretching toward a bright horizon, while to the right is a single, precarious tightrope over a dark abyss. The image symbolizes a choice between freedom and restriction.
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